4/20/26
I don't think there was any substantial difference in the state of my consciousness before during or after 4/19/26. Walking to the art museum
through fluttering precipitation I thought - Spirit, Thou and I are One (as I usually am thinking)
So although Spirit and I became One as every paintbrush was my own Samadhi, Object, Subject, Context, History, the angle of sharpened
luminosity pulsing astral colors and the whole room a rainbow, Spirit and I were always One.
Although Spirit and I became One as every laugh was Krishna's laugh booming from the throat of the universe
and the macrocosm of the human narrative expanded from my breath in front of me to the sun and clouds and melting painting
collage dream by the Master and I microcosm interchangeable,
Spirit and I were already One. If each one of us is Arjuna, Krishna! Thou art truly omniscient. At the show - Yudisthira,
Bhima, Nakula, Sahadeva, Amanda Rachel and Anthony holding a quiet candleflame to untouchable reality. Protecting it,
baring the harsh winds of Maya with their backs to the illusion,
but there is no one there to experience the cold. Totally warmed by the candleflame, everything is offered in reverence at the feet of the Guru.
Tracing a lineage of consciousness bodies drop away like moths to the flame - the careful context truly finally becomes irrelevant - So it is with all the astral phenomena.
A quiet urge to close my eyes, lay in the grass, wander off, become a baby in cosmic mother's arms...
Overshadowed by a wave,
no, an ocean of
peaceful desirelessness
Desirelessness overcame
restless curiosity
No seeking of wisdom
Here I am
Desirelessness is Moksha
every desire resolved
in due time by God's
will
Time is shattered forever
Time is the present
Here I am
I want nothing
but to live by Thy will
in Right Action
and with daily Right
Meditation
May all of my actions be guided by wisdom
All of my thoughts be Thy thoughts
Let my will become Thy will
Let the little wave of this life dissolve
into the cosmic ocean of desirelessness
bliss Aum peace Amen
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Spirit, Thou and I are One
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha
Desirelessness is Moksha