7/8/26
Well, my God has visited me
O, my God has visited me
In one hundred million trillion incarnations
never have I been closer to Thee
In one hundred million trillion lives
Always have I sought thee
I have been every woman
I have been every man
I have been every tiny bird buried
in the sand
I have swept the earth in conquest
and slaughtered all with my hand
I have suffered every horror,
been a slave in every land
But, my God has visited me
O, my God has visited me
I have accumulated
the karmic debt of
one hundred million trillion incarnations
and I have vanquished it all
in cosmic humility bowed at
Thy feet, on one
quiet evening on the lake.
My life is a devotion to Thee, my God
my method is devotional karma yoga
acquiring everything and giving it up
life by life by life have I
longed for Thee
and life after life have you
been by my side
Om Guruji
Om Namaha Babaji
Hi.
The cosmic play is my personal stage
There are two of us:
I: Actor
and everything in form
You: Director
and everything beyond
But there is no separation - only
your spell of delusion via the
tangled webs and threads of
vibration that keep this specific
body breath and mind united - that
keep the props in my hand and
the costume fit to my needs.
I kept throwing away my props
for ages and ages because I
wanted you alone - I
even led a mutiny on the
stage, my comrades and I
whining in unison - Lord!
Tend to us, instead of all creation
But, sorry, we upset the play
a little, threw it off for those
who weren't ready, who loved
their costumes and in fact became
so udentified with them that
seeing us rebels throw them off
was a heresy. You patiently draped
me in new clothes again and
again, adding comfort, easier
roles, ones where I could be
anything I wanted, have everything,
you made me a king of men, you
made me lover to all - oh, I
'spose I have no preferences
cuz
I know Lord, when the threads
of my life run through
the unraveling will
be done by Thy will
and I will meet with you
behind the closed doors of
eternity from which all
light does pour and
to where I have promised to
meet everyone I have ever
loved in form.
Gate Gate Paragate Parasamgate
I am the Goer and I am Gone
Going, going, gone
All at once, Lord, by Thy will
Thou and I are One.
Om
I love you